Not that i want to write a sad depressing post but that being the state of mind currently i cant help but write about that...i have always treated my friends with utmost respect and with me its always all or nohing...and yet time and again i see myself loosing out...so someone will say learn from it...and its not for lack of trying...but this seems to be such a fundamental part of my being that even if i try i cant seem to be able to do it...and so here i am again reading this mail and feeling miserable...
I am so sorry. I am the worst guy ever. I don't deserve such a caring person like you. Somehow I thought our tempers were the concern, but I guess my stupidity was.
Apologies. Wish you the best. You deserve the best.
the thing that hurts the most is that this person has been mu closest friend for years now or atleast i thought so...someone who has seen all the ups and downs...who knows what i live through...has seen me struggle...and still it was just a mail for him...
some words are so easy to say...and still i can never say them...bad state of affairs right now...nothing seems to be helping...
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