Of past life…

I have always felt that there is a reason for me meeting all the people that I have met in my life…it isn’t a mere coincidence...this belief is just growing stronger over the years…I cant see the reason right now…I mean I can sort of see the immediate effect but not the cosmic reason…and if I can see beyond the day today grind I can see that god has been kind to me…I just hope that all these experiences that I am going through I learn the things that god is trying to teach me…some relations I feel go beyond this life…like a friend I have…since the day I know her I have felt connected with her…I just feel that I was related to her in some past life…do I believe in the circle of life…I don’t know…but I do believe that there is something beyond our understanding…you can call it supernatural, cosmic, god, aum…but there is something over and above us…

I have always felt these things…but right now reading Amrita Pritam I just feel that she has given words to my thoughts…some writers write on a different plane…kamala das, amrita pritam, Lalithambika Antarjanam…they have transcended the conscious and realized parts of subconscious…

As Amrita Pritam writes, “And today, when I see that the door of the superconscious is about to open, then I fall in love with my longing to know, the need for which is so great…”

adieu to the past...

a time comes in life when we have to take a stock of our life...decide what to keep...what to let go...i guess this is one of those moments for me...i cant believe the change in myself when i look at me in the mirror...its like life forcing me to grow up...



so this is to taking stock and growing up...