Monday blues...maybe

Sometimes no matter how much you do, its not enough. And its not that you cant do more, just that you seem to hit a brickwall or rather a blackhole...beyond which there is nothing.

So what are the odds...

The same bug not once, not twice but thrice in six months...

and its defintely not the love bug...grrrrrr

And these are some of my favorite things…

So as I was mentioning earlier, I went to the astrologer. One very important thing he said was that all you want is “to be happy”.

And I realized how true it is. That was how I live my life. Yeah at times I do get bogged down by petty stuff or past or meanness but overall I just want to do things that make me happy.

Since this is my blog I can be narcissistic and list some of those things here :)
1. Travelling
2. Driving
3. Friends (whom I have been missing a lot recently), being home at mumbai with my cousin and manu
4. Writing and books
5. Beaches and water
6. Good food (and seafood at that)
7. Movies
8. A good cup of tea (with ginger)
9. Lately, hits on my blog :)
10. Good @#$% (now it’s a family blog ;) and yes its way up in the list)

To predictions and future…

So I finally gave in to the madness and went to see an astrologer. Yeah I did! Not that I am superstitious, infact I am the exact opposite. But for some reason I want to believe in astrology (ok I exactly know why but that’s digressing). I still don’t know if I actually do. But since I could not find any solace anywhere, I went to meet this old chap my friend had recommended all the way across town. All he asked me was my name, DoB, time and place of birth. I was actually shocked with the facts he told me about my life, my family and past relationships. And as for my future, let’s say it’s reasonably good :). Not the usual mom and dad and family saga, but still happy.

Overall I am more at peace, so I guess true or not, it was definitely worth it.

Abandoned...

So this is how this feels.

I almost abandoned this blog today. But I realized thats not me. I might delete people from my world after umpteen tries but I will never abandon them.

So heres to my fave quote - "This too shall pass"

Life...

Sometimes I wonder what life is all about. Why do I live? Yeah I know, I suffer from existential angst. I wish I was Milan Kundera than at least something good would come out of this angst. But alas!

I seriously fail to understand what keeps me hoping? I can safely say every one of my relationship whatever the kind be has been a failure. And my God knows I have loved all the people in my life with all that I have. So what do I look forward to? Even I don’t know.

A new start...

http://manymorewoods.blogspot.com/

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Looks like I am gonna be stuck in bangalore forever :(
I am so depressed...